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March 30 FYIFor all the latest info etc plz go 2 www.paulgraystock.spaces.live.com cos he blogs more then me  March 26 DatesGot the dates 4 the competitions this mornin & have 2 say Paul ain't gonna be happy, they're 4 the end of April( 2 wks b4 we get "wed"). I had a word with my coach & he said if I want I can pull out but that would mean forfieting the next 2 comps & thats something I'm not even going 2 think of doing., So guess he will just have 2 get used 2 the idea that I'l be in Europe 4 10 days. Anyway I'm sure that he'll find something 2 do whilst I'm away - knowing him as well as I do.
As 4 the Civil Partnership things are moving pretty quickly now- all the final arrangements are in place( kind of ) & by now the final invites are getting sent out.As it has a 1940's theme we're hiring some ex army vehicles( 2 jeeps-for me & him & a army truck-4 some of the guests) from a company in York, they provide the drivers so it should be kewl.The registary office say we can even ( if we want) make the registary office in2 a 1940's version of itself.They say that they have items in storage from the 1940's period are welcome 2 use them if we wish. This is gonna be really wicked day- even if some of my so called m8s still say I'm rushing things, but this feels so right & I guess I can actually say I really love Paul & maybe this is my real 1st true love( in the past all I've done is had casual relationships with guys & not got anything from them) & I have 2 say don't fancy dating someone my own age has all they want is some mirror image of themselves,with Paul thats totally different, guess we're on the same wavelength or something. March 22 Strange relationshipSome people will probably think that we have a very strange relationship if my b/f is always in Leeds. Well Yeah I guess it is strange, but it works 4 us & things are actually much better between us both, if thats down 2 spending time apart then it can't really be a bad thing, not that I'm having doubts about us or anything.
It's just that Paul isn't really settling down here & all his m8s are in Leeds plus hes been sorting out the final arrangements 4 the big day so I guess I can give him some kind of freedom & the good thing is when we are away from each other the "fireworks" when we get 2gether are spectacular
 Besides I can't really complain, the guy is good 4 me & ok I'm young but I know wot I want & no one is pressuring me, in fact I'm really looking 4ward 2 May Travelling to & froThis is gonna sound really wierd but anyway, we're in Leeds( well Otley ) this Easter Wknd.Paul came home the other day as arranged, but Thurs nite my mum invited us both up4 the wknd, so we just packed a few things & jumped in the car( with the dog). Now driving 100 miles + with a dog in the car is a nightmare, all she wants 2 do is play( & then theres' Sasha acting up)
 Anyway we finally got in2 Leeds last nite about 9pm then it only took half an hour 2 get 2 mum's. I cant believe I actually agreed 2 come up, I mean I'm tryin 2 keep Paul down south & its not workin. Ok he now as a new job ( its only p/t) but he might start settling at last.The good thing about this is that all the family are getting 2gether 2moro 4 church so I can actually catch up with my sis( as she lives in Bury) I dnt get much chance 2 see her, plus I can play with my nephew & play uncle ( bought loads of chocolate 4 all the kids- including the big kids)
HAPPY FAMILIES
March 19 All aloneBeen all alone these last few days, the reason 4 this is Paul has been up in lds again, I wish he'd settle here, but any chance he gets he's in the car & off.
Any1 got any ideas wot I can do?
Other then all that things are going ok, I still luv the guy & plans 4 our civil ceremony are well on track, the cash has been paid & all the invites are on there way out this next wk or 2. Just can't believe i have fallen 4 Paul & fallen head over heels in luv with him. Really strange! But been 2gether now 4 14 months so there must be something there.
the only upside of him been away is I actually get some early nites& not crawling in2 work with a hangover or looking knackered & geting all the smart comments from the guyz at work ..like " tell him 2 leave u alone" or " whos been shagging all night then" Not that i mind it, but it does make a change, guess with been the new boy I should expect some winding up.
Anyhow pauls home 2 moro so guess we will have some catching up2 do March 08 Home sweet homeWell close, things are now back to normal down here, Paul made it home on Weds evening & we talked at length about the argument & made up( which was sexy as hell).
Other than all that he hasn't said anything about me spending the money on the gym equipment, in fact he's asked me to help him get fitter & help him build some muscle tone, but I like him the way he is- March 01 Admiting I was wrong..NEVER!All week I've been trying to get in touch with Paul & he's been ignoring me, turning his mobile off when I ring & stuff like that, he's even posted blogs on our argument -now thats out of order, but as I say we've been talking on msn & last night agreed 2 disagree on this 1.
Now he says hes coming back home Weds nite, well I'll wait & see on that 1 cos he's always changing his mind, but I think he will , at the end of the day why fall out. BTW i haven't actually admitted I'm wrong but there u go.
Other then all that when he does finally get home he'll prob kill me cos just spent £1500 on home gym equipment, well I need 2 keep in shape, plus its cheaper then gym membership.Thats my reason 4 payin that much anyway.
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