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May 06 Could have done betterWell am back in the UK now & have 2 say the competition was rubbish, I didnt win a thing & was knocked out pretty early, the only compensation is I got free time so could cruise the French bois.
The French atmosphere is fucking awesome & their attitude 2 sex is very carefree, lets just say I had some awesome fun  However have 2 say glad I'm back in the UK cos couldnt get used 2 the Euro method of paying 4 things, & now I have a chance 2 sort out our relationship once & 4 all.I luv Paul so much but not sure where its gonna go over the next few months, we've put the civil partnership on hold & just working through things. I guess we have rushed things ,so just taking time out, enjoying each others company & trying 2 live a pretty carefree life- just how it should be.April 18 Four weddings & a funeralWell not quite , not even 1 wedding at the moment, because of all then arguing between us etc , we've both decided to put the civil partnership on hold 4 a couple of month, dnt get me wrong its not canceled, just delayed( bit like all the planes at T5).
Maybe we have rushed things abit, I stil luv Paul like crazy but not sure where we are headed. I dnt wanna lose him & I know he feels the same, but whether we can continue like this only time will tell.
In all other aspects of our lives we are really happy, we both can laugh at the same things & the sex is awesome. Anyway after next week I'm in France 4 a week so guess it'll give us some more breathing space & just take it easy when I get back.
Oh well no one said life was easy. March 30 FYIFor all the latest info etc plz go 2 www.paulgraystock.spaces.live.com cos he blogs more then me  March 26 DatesGot the dates 4 the competitions this mornin & have 2 say Paul ain't gonna be happy, they're 4 the end of April( 2 wks b4 we get "wed"). I had a word with my coach & he said if I want I can pull out but that would mean forfieting the next 2 comps & thats something I'm not even going 2 think of doing., So guess he will just have 2 get used 2 the idea that I'l be in Europe 4 10 days. Anyway I'm sure that he'll find something 2 do whilst I'm away - knowing him as well as I do.
As 4 the Civil Partnership things are moving pretty quickly now- all the final arrangements are in place( kind of ) & by now the final invites are getting sent out.As it has a 1940's theme we're hiring some ex army vehicles( 2 jeeps-for me & him & a army truck-4 some of the guests) from a company in York, they provide the drivers so it should be kewl.The registary office say we can even ( if we want) make the registary office in2 a 1940's version of itself.They say that they have items in storage from the 1940's period are welcome 2 use them if we wish. This is gonna be really wicked day- even if some of my so called m8s still say I'm rushing things, but this feels so right & I guess I can actually say I really love Paul & maybe this is my real 1st true love( in the past all I've done is had casual relationships with guys & not got anything from them) & I have 2 say don't fancy dating someone my own age has all they want is some mirror image of themselves,with Paul thats totally different, guess we're on the same wavelength or something. |
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